The have & have nots

There are times where I become down because when I assess the time and energy I have put into different parts of my life and the result I expected never comes out as that, then I get disappointed and angry. I do blame myself, sometimes other people I relied on and even God. Sometimes I ask God is this your plan for me, is this what you want me to go through, or am I the one that is fucking shit up because I’m trying to control every part of my life, even those parts I know I truly can’t control.

As human beings sometimes we put so much pressure on ourselves, and definitely are the hardest and most judgmental creatures when it comes to looking the man in the mirror. Truly it is as if we are never fulfilled, and I think that’s because we always look at the glass half empty and tend to forget to count our blessings (which my dad reminded me of recent). When I was down one of the days during the week I don’t know what came over me but I just felt like something was telling me count my blessings then you will see how your glass is half full, which I did. Some of them are:

• I may not have luck in the love department at the moment, but I am no longer hurting.

• I may not have secured a job for 2021 but I am blessed enough that I have parents that can still financially support me.

• I’m blessed for the support system that are my friends and family.

• I am blessed that I have a platform to share my experiences that my supporters can digest a lesson or two from.

Count your blessings before you throw your toys out the cot like I did this week. Have yourself a blessed Sunday & HAPPY WOMEN’S DAYS.

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